Lullaby Jumpstart

Thursday, February 09, 2006

Black Hole

Comes down to really,
telescope eyes blinking,
how much I am willing to be and stay

embarassed.

to read the constellation of your face,

my neck is scarred from all those days
i dressed as Antoinette in space suits,
pretended to be as moody as Buckley makes me feel
or as arty as Sofia wearing Orion's underwear.

in space we have no weight
you tell me to find that comforting
and i can only imagine blowing away.

when i share that i feel
naked to the point of being erect and
lacking.

and the ends still don't meet,
frayed with the meanwhile and the in between.

the jettisoned boyfriends
who pretend they know my name
and the ones who smile when they talk to me
but hate my satellite tendencies,
crooked and desperate.

and she said, to me,
"always another corner"
always a stranger waiting
foot tapping around
"we can be as big as galaxies",

but i'm tired of floating,
grand schemes really
seem as far away as vega
and the stars you all became---

left me gazing

1 Comments:

  • Constellation of the Heart ~ by Kate Bush

    "We take all the telescopes
    And we turn them inside out
    And we point them away from the big sky
    Put your eye right up to the glass, now
    And here we’ll find the constellation of the heart

    Steer your life by these stars
    On the unconditional chance
    ’tis here where hell and heaven dance
    This is the constellation of the heart

    We take all the telescopes
    And we turn them inside out
    And we point them away from the big sky
    Put your eye right up to the glass, now
    And here we’ll find the constellation of the heart

    The constellation of the heart
    The constellation of the heart

    We take all the telescopes
    And we turn them inside out
    And we point them away from the big sky
    Put your eye right up to the glass, now
    And here we’ll find the constellation of the heart

    The constellation of the heart
    The constellation of the heart

    Well we think you’d better wake up capt’n
    There’s something happen’n up ahead
    We’ve never seen anything like it
    We’ve never seen anything like it before

    I want a full report
    That’s it
    What do you mean, that’s it?
    That’s all you get
    You’d better do something ’bout it
    What am I supposed to do about it?
    We don’t know, but you can’t run away from it
    Maybe you’d better face it
    I can’t do that
    C’mon face it!
    I can’t do that
    C’mon, c’mon face it
    What am I gonna do?
    It is gonna hurt, it is gonna hurt me bad?

    Ooh here’s the constellation of the heart

    Who said anything about it hurting?
    It’s gonna be beautiful
    It’s gonna be wonderful
    It’s gonna be paradise

    (just being alive, it can really hurt...)
    Ooh find me the man with the ladder
    And he might lift me up to the stars

    (without the pain there’d be no learning
    Without the hurting we’d never change.)

    Oooh and if you see the woman with the key
    I hear she’s opening up the doors to heaven
    Oh and here comes the man with the stick
    He said he’d fish me out of the moon

    Ohoh here’s the constellation of the heart
    It is the constellation of the heart

    Oh yes it is the constellation of the heart"

    By Blogger Godwhacker, at 8:09 PM  

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