Rhyme and Lame

I was
I thought,
I am
but not,
your siren.

good at being
almost but
not much more

where to buy,
to find,
the bravery
to quit

because
it isn't tenacity
what keeps me going
waiting,
dipped in anticipation,
for the part
where we all fall

at
the same
time

so
for a Monday
the week from next
I won't be lone
or
overpressed
because

i was
i thought
i am
but not

enough